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Post by Katy Alexis Sutton on Jun 2, 2012 12:15:09 GMT -5
Everything on her body was sore. Her legs, arms, muscles she didn’t even know she had just ached. How could Mason love surfing? so much? She winced as she laid back, resting her head against the couch that was pretty much her sanctuary right now in the lobby of the resort that they were staying at. This was the last vacation she was taking before her parents were letting her move out to Malibu. It had so many conditions going along with it. She was allowed to move, but she had to be willing to let her aunt and uncle keep an eye on her and check on her every now and then, she had to finish her senior year of highschool. She couldn’t go out and party all the time just because she was in a different state. She had to check in at certain times of the night. She had to keep up good grades. But she was allowed to go. So all she wanted for this vacation, was to make the most of it. And of course Matt had come along. He had been on every vacation that they had taken since… well since forever, actually. Him and Mason were pretty much inseparable. Her and Mason’s parents were out at the bar, and she was sure that Mason and Matt were up to their own form of trouble. Kat tightened the ponytail in her hair and placed her hands down at the side of the couch before she finally pushed herself up. “Ow ow ow ow ow “ she said as she winced and walked over to the staircase and climbed up to where Mason and Matt’s suite was. She smiled as she looked at the door that separated her and her brother. It really was sort of amazing how awesome her parents were. Her and Mason were so different, and her parents just rolled with whatever they both wanted. He was so straight laced she was so …quirky? Kat brought her fist up to the door and knocked, not having to wait long until Mason opened the door, looking like complete shit. “ Whoa…” she said quietly, making a slight face at his appearance. ‘What do you want, Katy?’ he asked, holding onto the side of his stomach. “ Are you okay?” she asked as she looked over him. ‘ Do I look okay?’ he countered back to her and she took in a deep breath and sighed. “ I’m guessing you guys aren’t doing anything tonight then?” she said with a slight hint of questioning to her tone. ‘ Yeah not exactly’ Mason said before shutting the door in her face. Kat blinked as she stood motionless, staring at the door that had just been slammed in front of her. Mason really was a baby when he didn’t feel well. “ …. Order some ginger ale” she yelled through the door before she turned on her heel and headed towards her own room. Well maybe tonight wouldn’t be the greatest night on their vacation. They were in Orlando, after all. All three of them had been what Katy liked to tease, ‘communal’ kids between their parents. Her parents looked at Matt like he was their son just as much as they looked at Mason. Some years they went snowboarding for Mason. Some years they went foreign for Katy. Some years… Matt needed a little Disney lovin’. Once Kat reached her room she took the key out of her back pocket and went inside. Orlando really wasn’t such a bad choice. There was Disney for Matt, the beach for Mason. And Kat never really cared where they went. Once she was inside her room, Kat tossed her room key to the side, letting it land on the small dresser before she fell backwards onto her bed. So much was changing, was going to keep changing. And as she looked up at the ceiling she was very aware of how much she wanted some things in her life to be influenced by things of her past. She was becoming an adult, she was going to focus on her music and try to make something of herself. And from everything she had ever heard, you didn’t make good music until you had all of life’s experiences. If she was going to go live in a different state, she didn’t want all of her life experiences to be at the hands of strangers. She took in a deep breath and sighed as she focused on her options. She needed to lose her virginity before she moved, and the only person she really trusted enough at this point to sort of handle that was Matt. He was like her brother, but he wasn’t actually her brother. And sure he was her brother’s best friend, but best friends kept secrets didn’t they? She brought her hands up to her face and rubbed her eyes tiredly. How was she supposed to even ask that. Hey Matt, so I have this favor and I need you to sort of take your clothes off and give it to me like it’s prom night. She wasn’t nervous about the actual deed, in fact she pretty much felt comfortable with the idea of doing it with him. What did make her nervous was asking. He might look at her like she was crazy. But why not? They were teenagers, and he was hot. He always had been. Kat had just always chalked that up to the fact that he was older and her brothers friend. Weren’t older brothers friends supposed to be hot? And it wasn’t a crush that she felt.. it was Mason’s friend. He was unattainable. What she felt was normal for every younger sister. So she just ignored it, every time she caught herself checking him out. It was inappropriate. And sure her parents and his parents as well joked around about them falling in love all the time, but that was just joking. She was the annoying younger sister of his best friend. He was the hot best friend of her older brother. And now she had a favor to ask him. Outfit
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Post by Matthew Tyler Flyzik on Jun 3, 2012 12:15:58 GMT -5
Matt looked at Mason skeptically, half feeling bad for him, half wanting to get away from him in case he projectile vomited in any direction in their hotel room. "Dude, what did you eat..." he must have had food poisoning or something. All Matt knew was Mason was about to start ralphing hardcore, he was sure of it. That was how Mason looked before he barfed usually. Matt didn't think they were going to end up doing anything fun tonight so he started looking through movies on the TV, trying to find one that was both entertaining and would be action filled enough to drown out the sounds coming from the bath room. Matt laid back on the pillows, flipping through the movie choices and picked up his latest Mickey doll that Mason bought for him, and thought it was hilarious. As if Matt didn't have enough of them. The whole Mickey thing had started as a nice theme when he was little and then it just spawned into this out of control, obsession. Not his obsession, it was everyone else being obsessed with thinking he was obsessed. Something like that. It had actually started when he was born, he'd gotten a Mickey Mouse doll in the hospital and as he got older he'd grown attached to it, much like other toddlers did with their first baby blanket or something. And Matt was an only child, not by choice. His parents had been trying to have kids, Matt was the miracle baby, and after that they were just glad to have him. Being an only child, they liked to give him a lot of stuff, and that's how the Mickey collection started. Creepy, but understandable.
Matt heard the knock on the door and was going to stand to get it but Mason was closer anyways, answering it miserably. It was his sister Katy. Matt had forgotten that Katy was probably bored out of her mind too. At least Matt was still hanging out with Mason, but Katy was the only girl, kind of on her own. Mason had basically told her to go away and shut the door in her face, but Matt saw an opportunity. Instead of sitting in the room all night while Mason threw up whatever bad food he ate, Matt and Katy could at least find something fun to do. Even if it was just going down to the arcade, or the pool, or they could get adventurous and take a shuttle to the City Walk or something. It was still early enough to catch something fun over there. Matt stood up, looking at Mason, "Bro, maybe you should just lay down for the night or something. I think I'm gonna go see if Katy wants to go do something." "Okay yeah, ditch me, your sick best friend, go hang out with my sister." Matt laughed, "Maybe if you barf it all out right now, you can come with us." Mason gave him a look, and Matt shrugged, leaving the room and shutting the door behind him. Matt headed to Katy's room, knocking on the door, waiting for her to answer. This wasn't weird. It wasn't like it was just his best friend's younger sister, this was practically his sister. Their families had known each other since before the kids were born. Matt was at the hospital when Katy was born, he was pretty sure there were pictures of him holding her. He could go hang out with her with out it being weird. It was just that they didn't usually hang out. Matt usually hung with Mason, and Katy either tagged along or did her own thing. The most time they spent together one on one over the years was when he was teaching her to play guitar, which had paid off immensely since she was moving to Malibu soon to try and pursue her music career.
Katy answered the door and Matt straightened up, "Hey, I don't know what you had planned for yourself but I don't want to hang around while Mason ralphs up the entire contents of his stomach," he laughed, "Wanna go do something? We could go down to the pool, or the arcade or something. Or if we're really bored we could go down to the CityWalk, I'm sure something cool is going on down there." Matt paused to let her mull it over looking at what she was wearing. He grinned and laughed, "Nice shirt."
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Post by Katy Alexis Sutton on Jun 3, 2012 13:04:42 GMT -5
Kat rolled her head to the side as she heard a knock at her door and slowly peeled herself off of the mattress. It was probably Mason coming to yell at her or something. He was such a baby when he was sick. Or it was one, or both of, her parents who were probably pretty damn drunk at this point. But when she opened the door a smile instantly spread across her face. “ Matt,” she said, happy to see him. It was strange, her relationship with him. Because they were close, like siblings. But he didn’t exactly annoy her like Mason did. But she was fairly confident she annoyed Matt just like she annoyed Mason. “ I need you,” she said, gripping her hand against the fabric of his shirt and pulling him inside after he had complimented her shirt. “ Thanks you can have it,” she said, lifting the fabric off of her stomach and throwing it out towards his chest. “ Okay, so.. actually. I need a favor from you,” she said as she paced back towards the sliding door at the back of her room, walking back and forth behind the mattress before she placed her hands on her hips. “ Wait, what?” she asked, realizing he had given her options, none of which included him taking his pants off and getting into bed. “ No,”’ she said, looking at him like he had lost his damn mind. “ Here’s the thing,” she said, sitting down on the edge of the mattress before she turned and pat her hand down to the side to suggest for him to sit down beside her so that she could try to explain to him what exactly her plan was.
“ As you very well know,” she said, starting off as she sat indian style as she turned to face him. “ I am now sixteen years old,” she said, as though that was some great accomplishment and that she had reached some age of maturity. “ You taught me how to ride a bike, play guitar, drive a car, swim…” she said before she took a deep breath and smiled. “ You need to sleep with me,” she said, bringing her finger up to point at him, already knowing he would find a reason to object. No, you have to teach me. And here’s why” she said, starting to count off on her fingers. “ I am getting to an age where it is going to happen anyways and it is better you than some stranger when I get to Malibu. It’ll help my career, because let’s face it. I need life experience. And you know what? How many opportunities am I going to get with something like? Girls like me.. I mean you know, girls that look like me. They don’t really get a choice at someone like you for their first time. And it’s not even like you’re romantically interested in me, because that doesn’t happen to that Kat’s of the world. I just happen to have grown up with you, so inevitably it comes down to the fact that I’m sure somehow you owe me. Throughout the years I’m sure you owe me somehow. So seriously you’re just going to have to bite the bullet, suck it up, take your pants off and do this. Because quite frankly… who else should it be? I mean seriously,” she said, taking in a quick breath for the first time since she started ranting. Then she was very aware that she was sitting there in her shorts and bra before she gestured to herself. “ And this is really all I have to work with, so I’m sorry.. I mean.. I know you’ve been with other girls. Probably like dozens. And I know that they all probably worked out. But I just don’t. I mean I don’t work out. And they did. I don’t. I mean I could.. you do. Clearly. I saw you at the beach today. Maybe we can go to the gym afterwards. Is there a gym here? Because you would’ve noticed. Like I said. You’re clearly working out. And all I can think of is eating twinkies. I’m such a fat person in a skinny person’s body,”
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Post by Matthew Tyler Flyzik on Jun 3, 2012 15:39:51 GMT -5
Matt raised his eyebrows as she pulled him inside the room by his shirt, taking hers off and tossing toward him, saying he could have it. "What? I-" but she was telling him she needed him to do something. "Okay..." Katy had gone and sat down, indicating that he should also so he looked at her skeptically, sitting down beside her on the edge of the bed and crossed his arms. Matt laughed when she mentioned her age, "I wasn't aware of that, is that how old you are now?" But Katy was just talking still, Matt nodding and listening as she listed off all of the things he'd had a part in teaching her. All true. She then pointed her finger at him, saying that he needed to sleep with her. Matt's face went blank for a second and then he laughed, pointing back at her, "No." Before he could even ask her if she'd just been joking, she began listing off all the reasons that he really needed to apparently sleep with her. Like how it was going to happen anyways it she'd rather it be someone she knew, and it'd help her music, and she wasn't going to get many opportunities to be with a guy like him. Matt raised his eyebrows, "Someone like me...?" he shook his head, she was obviously nuts and as she stopped and took a breath he stood up, heading for the door, "No, no, no, no, no, you have lost your mind."
But she wasn't finished. Matt turned around to look at her, listening to her talk about his own experience and whatever else she was rambling about, which he'd only really half been hearing. At what point had little Katy grown up and decided she wanted to have sex? With him? It was right about then, as he watched her, in her shorts and a bra, having taken off her shirt and given it to him, that the realization occurred to him. She was sitting there in a bra, she was old enough to wear one. She was right, she was sixteen. He knew that already. He'd just never paid any mind to the fact that she was sixteen. She really wasn't a kid anymore. Neither was he. He was technically an adult, though it sure as hell didn't feel like it. But the point was, when had they grown up? He'd never really thought about it, but there had to be guys somewhere that would want her. he always forgot she was getting at the age where she might be desirable. It was just hard to imagine, because he still remembered the same kid they played with when they were younger. Which was actually funny, because it had not escaped him that she had grown up to be quite attractive. He'd already told her before that he thought she was very pretty, and he still stood by that. It was just the whole, best friends little sister thing. Not fathomable. But here she was, sixteen, not a little girl any more, suggesting they sleep together. As much as he didn't want to agree, she had a lot of good reasoning behind it. It would be doing her a favor... and it'd be no big deal right? Plus, for some odd reason, even though he really didn't think it was a good idea, he would rather it was him than some random dude in California. At least then he'd know she was in good hands or something. He would have possibly been able to shake these thoughts from his head and walk out, dismissing it as a stupid idea, if not for the 18 year old guy brain that he had. That, he couldn't deny, if she was offering no strings attached, how could he say no?
He took a step closer, fighting with himself internally, half inclined to leave, but half hooked into taking her up on her offer. No one would have to know. "Katy, this is quite possibly the single stupidest idea you've ever had." He took a deep breath, shrugging, "Alright, let's do it."
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Post by Katy Alexis Sutton on Jun 3, 2012 16:00:19 GMT -5
Kat scrunched her nose after Matt had gotten up and walked away from her. Maybe sixteen really wasn’t that old. But she surely felt like she was old enough to decide that she wanted to do this. Only a few years separated her from Matt and he had certainly done it already. But just as quickly as he was saying it was a stupid idea, he was saying he would do it. “ You will?” she asked, realizing how relieved she must have sounded. “ Oh!” she said excitedly as she unbuttoned her shorts and pushed them down instantly. Katy stepped out of her shorts as she walked over to Matt, still trying to convince him to go through with it. Walking around in her underwear was not a big deal by any means. How many times had he seen her in her bathing suits? This was the same concept. “ Alright, so” she said, holding her hands up as she approached him. “ Ground rules.. no one tells Mason. Or mentions it. This never happened,” she said before placing her hands on her hips. ‘ Dude I’m really sorry that this is all you have to work with,” she said gesturing to her own body. “ Okay so..” she said before she brought her hands up and took her hair out of the ponytail and shook her hair out. “ Like that?” she asked before she scrunched her nose. She took a step back and laid down against the bed, trying to pose like she had seen in movies. “ I mean do people do that?” she asked, resting back on her elbows. “ Hey are you hungry?” she asked, just realizing that none of the kids had eaten since they came in from the beach. “ We can get something to eat after this.. I mean if you build up your appetite. I hear that it builds up a dudes appetite. “
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Post by Matthew Tyler Flyzik on Jun 3, 2012 16:16:56 GMT -5
Matt let out a breath, partially shocked that he'd agreed to this and now that he had, she looked so relieved and like, ready to go? He really would feel like the biggest asshole ever if he changed his mind, especially since she'd already taken off her shorts, and would suggest that once he saw what he was working with, he'd decided he didn't want it. She was approaching him, and he was agreeing, "Oh god, no. NO ONE tells Mason. You realize he would kill me if he knew right?" He laughed softly, blinking a few times while she continued to talk. He shrugged, looking at her body, "No... it's fine," he reassured her. She had all the right parts, what else was there to work with. Matt reached down and tugged his shirt off slowly, still listening to her ramble, taking her hair down, "Yeah, that's.. perfect..." he dropped his shirt. She really was either super gung ho about this or really nervous. "Uh, really, they only do that in movies... or pornos..." Matt took a deep breath, still trying to get a handle on where she was going with this. Then she was talking about getting food afterwards, and Matt was like, lets just worry about right now before we get ahead of ourselves. He put his hands up, stopping her, standing by the bed, "Hang on, are you sure you want to do this?" He questioned. She could pull the breaks right now, he'd understand. All she had to do was say so.
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Post by Katy Alexis Sutton on Jun 3, 2012 16:22:33 GMT -5
Kat frowned as he said that people only did that in movies..and pornos. “ Well we could always do that” she said absent mindedly before she looked back down at herself and decided to sit up. He really did look nice without a shirt. Were they seriously going to do this? The boy that had to kiss her when he made her cry as they were growing up? The one that all the girls at school were just jealous she knew because of her brother? Who passed her the mashed potatoes almost every night at dinner time? But she lowered her eyes to look at his chest and the muscles that formed at his hips and she sort of figured she wouldn’t be able to look at him exactly like the guy who passed her mashed potatoes anymore. “ Oh I’m sure,” she said, before she stood up off of the bed and stood back in front of him. “ And you don’t have to kiss me, that’s not really what this is about anyways, right? It’s not like we have feelings,” she said, with a slight laugh. “ Well these have to come off,” she said before she brought her hands to the button on his jeans and unbuttoned them. They were nice, actually she was pretty sure her mom had bought them for him. But that would be really unsexy to mention right? Kat took in a deep breath and smiled before she tucked her thumbs into his belt loops and pulled his jeans down over his hips.
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Post by Matthew Tyler Flyzik on Jun 3, 2012 16:42:00 GMT -5
Matt shook his head, suddenly laughing, "No, we are not going to do that." She was hilarious, filming anything like this was out of the question. But that was just it, she was literally the only person he'd ever find himself in this situation with, and she somehow managed to make it the most un-awkward thing ever. Here she was, half naked and had him laughing. He had a feeling this was not going to be weird, but rather, something they were going to look back on and laugh about. 'Remember that time when...?' Katy had stood back up from the bed and came back over to him, reassuring him that she did, indeed, still want to go through with this. "Okay," he agreed. If she was sure, then there was the green light. He doubted he was going to ask again. She began to tell him he didn't have to kiss her, and telling him his pants weren't needed, unbuttoning them for him and sliding them down off his hips and he finally stopped her, placing his hands on her shoulders, looking her in the eye, "Katy, stop talking." he shook his head at her smiling, "Advice? I don't mind, because I know you, and obviously I love you to pieces, but when you get to Malibu and you're with some guy at his mansion on the beach or something? Don't talk." he laughed. Well, she wasn't talking now. And she'd already taken his pants off, saved him the trouble. And now he stood there, looking at her, hands on her shoulders, the reality of what they were doing sinking in. He wasn't going to look at her the same after this. She really had grown into a gorgeous girl. The way she was standing there, her hair a mess and her eyes shining with excitement. What was he waiting for? She'd already basically shown that he was going to have to take the reins on this one. Matt moved his hands up to her face, moving his fingers into her hair and leaned down to kiss her. He almost for a second wondered if she'd ever been kissed, but he knew she hadn't, not really. At least not like this. The kind of kiss that guaranteed there was more to come.
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Post by Katy Alexis Sutton on Jun 3, 2012 16:52:25 GMT -5
Kat blinked as she looked up at him once he started to offer her some advice. She let out a quiet nervous laugh, “ No advice is good, you should keep giving me advice,” she said. After all, wasn’t that the reason she was wanting to do this? With him of all people? He taught her everything. “ You really think some guy is going to sleep with me on a beach in some mansion?” she asked before she looked back up at him. But it didn’t really matter what he had to say about that, because as soon as he brought his hands to the side of her face and leaned down to kiss her she sort of felt jilted. He’d kissed her before, but never like that. Actually, she’d never kissed anyone besides him. The only kisses she’d ever had in her life were the result of him making her cry. And it wasn’t like guys were lining up outside of her door to be her first kiss. So here it was, her first kiss, with his hands in the side of her hair, with it also being the first time that it would lead to something so much more. It only seemed fitting that he be the first for everything. She pulled back after a second, maybe it was dumb, or stupid. But she sort of wanted a second to acknowledge that had been her first kiss so she could mentally move onto the rest of it. “ You like… take lessons for that or something? No wonder your girlfriends were psycho protective of you around me,” she said as she tried to catch her breath. Kat looked down, away from him as she tried to collect her thoughts for a few seconds. This was Matt, of all people. She’d have to see him for the rest of her life, he was a part of their family. He wasn’t going anywhere anytime soon. Most people who were looking just for the experience would probably look for someone they’d never have to see again. But it hit her like a ton of bricks that maybe she was looking for this experience with him, trying to take advantage of the opportunity before she was away from him, in a different state. “ Okay I’ll stop talking,” she said with a final nod before she stood on her toes. She had said he didn’t have to kiss her, but he already broke that rule. So really there was no harm in her kissing him again as she did her best to pull his taller frame back against the bed and pulled him over her as she laid clumsily back.
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Post by Matthew Tyler Flyzik on Jun 3, 2012 18:20:29 GMT -5
Matt had been thinking maybe if he just kissed her it'd shut her up, and it had for about two seconds. But for those two seconds, he knew he'd caught her off guard. She hadn't been expecting it and he could tell she wasn't sure what to think about it. And ironically enough, if he was trying to render her speechless, he had also somehow rendered himself speechless. He was the one who had kissed her like he knew exactly what the hell he was doing but now it seemed they were both in this state of, well holy fuck. Neither of them had expected one kiss to be like... that. Kat pulled away first, laughing slightly and made a comment about his past girlfriends. He jokingly furrowed his eyebrows, "Psycho protective?" He laughed, but she had looked away. Alright, she needed to collect her thoughts. That was okay. He needed to too. She seemed to have gathered her thoughts, saying she was done talking. He smiled, not having enough time to reply anyways, as she had stood up on her tip toes and kissed him again, pulling him down on the bed over her. For not knowing what she was doing, she really exuded a lot of confidence. So much confidence in such a small person. Matt leaned down over her, kissing her again. At least he knew what to expect this time. The more he kissed her the more he wanted, and left him thinking to him self, well shit. Because it was right then that he realized he might actually like her. And that was probably the underlying reason he'd agreed to this in the first place, because he probably actually wanted to. He continued to kiss her, reaching around and unclasped her bra. A lot of guys didn't even bother with it, left it on, but if she was counting on this as a learning experience, some guy would take it off. Now, as he kissed her neck, he stopped, hesitating. He didn't want this to just be... a casual favor. That was stupid to think he would do this if he didn't like her, he obviously did. And she was going to move away to Malibu, and they wouldn't see each other, he didn't want her to leave thinking he'd just done her a favor. Just done the deed. Sure, okay, she played it off like no big deal, but wouldn't she appreciate it more if it was.. special? They weren't together, so how special could it really be, was that really what she wanted? Why the hell was he so worried about it? Because he cared about how she felt about it. The last thing he wanted to do was hurt her, literally, and figuratively. What if she went to Malibu all bothered by the fact that she'd lost it to her brothers best friend in a hotel room and now she never saw him and it felt like it meant nothing. He was very glad his thoughts were his own because he sounded so fucking female right now it was ridiculous. But now he was hesitating,wondering if it really was a bad idea. He didn't want her to later realize it seemed like he was just taking advantage of her offer. Or hurt her. The fact that he cared at all was just astounding to him.
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Post by Katy Alexis Sutton on Jun 3, 2012 18:42:25 GMT -5
The last time she had been shirtless around Matt was when she was three…two? It was when her mom had put her in a pink bikini top and she had pulled it off screaming as she ran into the pool with her little floaties up on the top parts of her arm. He had ended up hitting her in the head on accident with one of those nerf footballs and had to kiss her when he apologized. Part of her probably cried a lot when she was younger just to get those kisses. No sense in pointing that out now. And a lot had changed between those younger versions of themselves and now. Like the fact that in her eyes Matt borderline looked like one of those Greek gods. She just felt like she was some hungry fat chick walking into a weight watchers meeting and Matt was some delicious piece of chocolate cake being set down right in front of her. She had expected the sex part, that much was a given. But it felt like each time he kissed her it just caught her off guard, especially when he had kissed her on his neck. Cause honestly, what was he trying to get at here? But she opened her eyes as she felt him stop and took the second to catch her breath. “ Matt…” she said , bringing her hand up to push her hair out of her face. “ Believe it or not, you’re not going to break me,” she said, trying to give him a reassuring nod, “ I mean you could try if you wanted,” she said before giving a quiet laugh. How many people could joke this easily with the first person that they were sleeping with? Maybe she was dumb, or maybe she was naïve. Part of her had asked Matt specifically for a reason. There wasn’t a chance that the ‘crush’ she had on her older brothers best friend was more than that.. right? Every little girl had crushes on her older brothers friends. It was the law of nature. ” Look I get that this is some.. stupid hotel room. On some summer vacation that you’ll probably never remember when we’re older,” she said as she bit the edge of her lip. “ I mean I could’ve asked you anywhere. I don’t care if I’m in Paris or… your dirty basement,” she said as she shrugged her shoulder lazily against the soft sheets of the mattress. “ I asked because it’s you.. I’m not going to remember where we were. It’s.. you,” she said before making her own slightly confused face.
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Post by Matthew Tyler Flyzik on Jun 3, 2012 19:27:32 GMT -5
Katy could tell he was hesitating, and why was he even hesitating? He wanted to do this, sure did. The better question wasn't why was he hesitating, he had a million reasons to, like Mason for example, but the real question was, why did he want to? Katy brushed the hair from her face, reassuring him. Actually, even though in his head he knew that, it still helped that she would point it out to him again. This was the same girl who had fallen off her bike probably twenty times in five minutes, and she still was determined to learn. All those scrapes had not stopped her, she'd be fine with this. Matt laughed softly, shaking his head, "No, I wouldn't want to do that." But she had something else to say, and he was going to listen. At least she wasn't rambling, he could be attentive to the important stuff she had to say. So it was him then. She just wanted it to be with him. Alright, he could deal with that. It made sense, she'd known forever, she was comfortable with him clearly. He said quietly, "Something tells me I'm not going to forget this." Could be her. Or it could be the hilarity of it. A combination of a lot of things. She wasn't a random chick. Well anyways, he didn't know why she'd asked him, and he didn't know why he'd said yes. But she seemed totally cool with this, after she'd reassured him numerous times. At this point she had to be pretty serious, having already been mostly undressed and still making jokes. And he had some sort of peace of mind or had convinced himself that this was a fine idea. No more stopping from here on out. Matt leaned down, one hand in her hair and kissed her once more, his other hand trailing the length of her body. So weird to think he'd seemingly missed the day she apparently got curves. He moved down to kiss her jaw, and her neck, his fingers stopping loosely over the only fabric left on her. The fact that she said he didn't have to kiss her was funny, he didn't see how you might get anywhere with out it. Just all part of the experienced, that's what she wanted right? Matt curled his fingers around the waistband of her underwear, it was either do this or don't and he'd decided he was, so he pulled them down off her hips. Though there were a lot of jumbled thoughts roaming his mind, Mason was not one of them as he rested his hand against the inside of her thigh. He'd be so dead if Mason knew what he was doing to his sister right now. Mason was never going to find out.
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Post by Katy Alexis Sutton on Jun 3, 2012 19:50:40 GMT -5
Kat smiled faintly as he said that he was going to forget this. Well for whatever reason he would remember it, at least she wasn’t giving it up to a guy who would just throw the memory to the side like a piece of trash. She didn’t want to say anything but it meant a hell of a lot to her that he was willing to do this. It came with a lot of stuff attached to it. Not telling Mason, keeping it secret from the rest of her family. There had to be some sort of pressure to knowingly being a girls first. He was sort of sacrificing a lot, all to do her a favor. It was easy to joke around with him and be funny about it, but the seriousness of it hit her as he slipped his fingertips under the fabric of her underwear and pulled them off of her. How did she know that this was becoming more than a favor on her end of things at least? Because she stopped herself from going into that grade school song about her no-no square. What did it matter if things went perfectly? Who cared if she made an idiot of herself and sang just to make herself comfortable? But she silenced herself, wanting more than to just be doing something like this with one of the people she was closest with, wanting to actually feel what his fingertips felt like against her skin. His fingertips. She’d memorized the way his body looked for so long from a distance, but to actually feel it against hers made her appreciate it all that much more. He had always seemed to have such perfect balance with her growing up. Every time she jumped on his back, his hands caught her legs like he was expecting her all along. Every time she gave him a hug, his arms wrapped perfectly around her waist like they belonged. Every time she fell asleep during road trips, it was like his shoulder was the perfect pillow for her head, no matter how they were all laying. And now? Each time she brought her hips to his own it was like something inside of her physically ached to be closer and closer to him.
The time on the clock wouldn’t do her any good. She wasn’t sure what time he had gotten there, or how long it had taken her to convince him to do this. But he had taken seventy-six breaths since she had rested her head back against the pillow. It was strange, really.. what she felt as she watched his chest rise and fall. Had she always wanted to kiss the skin that was teasing her now? Was she imagining that he was that ripped? She moved her eyes away from his chest and back up to the ceiling, still trying to catch her own breath. Not that it had even been that physically daunting for her. After all, he had sort of taken on most of the labor. She just hadn’t expected..any of it. Kat licked her lips, opening her mouth to try and think of something, anything to say. They weren’t in a relationship, they both knew this was a one time thing. She was like his little sister..wait, was she? That was kind of gross. Kat held the sheet against her chest, sitting up as she turned on her side to look at him. “ Was that..” she asked, trying to think of how to best describe what she was wondering. “ Typical?” she asked. Because if sex was like that, how in the hell did people ever leave their bedrooms? Sex couldn’t be like that with everyone. It had to be because it was him. But then what did that mean? Maybe it was because she was so comfortable with him. “ How long are you supposed to wait before you can do it again?” she asked before she held in her breath. That was presumptious. Maybe he didn’t want to do it with her again. Maybe it was good for her, and horrid for him. That was more likely. Kat held the sheet closer against her body as she did her best to avoid looking at his chest again.
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Post by Matthew Tyler Flyzik on Jun 3, 2012 20:32:03 GMT -5
Matt laid on his back and rubbed at his eyes. He'd forgotten what being in the sun all day could do to a person. He'd forgotten about a lot of things just now. Well, on Katy's end of things, she'd gotten what she asked for, he hoped it reached her expectations. The part he was sorting out was, did he enjoy it because it was good, or because it was her? Did it matter? He enjoyed it. Did he still think he liked her, or was it just in the heat of the moment? Was it really that difficult to sort through? If he liked her, was he going to do something about it? How do you explain that to Mason, when did you start liking her? Did you just wake up this morning and decide you liked her? No, I slept with her. Right, not gonna happen. But what did it matter anyways, she'd said herself, no strings attached. Nothing to worry about. Kat had rolled over onto her side, asking if it was typical or not. How was he supposed to answer that? "Ummm, no not really." he said. She probably thought she sucked or something, so he offered more of an explanation, "I mean, it wasn't bad, at all. At all," he assured he, quite seriously, "It was just... um.. better than other times?" He shrugged. That was about as much explanation he could muster up. He'd answered her question, she at least had something to compare to later. This was pretty fucking good. So she could gauge off of that however she wanted. She asked him how soon could you do it again, and Matt laughed, "You mean for me or for you? For you, how should I know, I'm not a girl." He paused, looking at her with a goofy look, "What, you want to go again?"
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Post by Katy Alexis Sutton on Jun 3, 2012 20:43:17 GMT -5
Kat made a confused face as he said it wasn’t typical. Well that was easy to figure out, it was cause she sucked. But he cleared that up pretty quickly. “ Better?” she repeated to him, though she couldn’t for the life of her figure out what he had meant by that. She laughed as he joked about not being a girl. “ Really prove it,” she said sarcastically considering they had just slept together. Kat rubbed the back of her hand over her eyes before she placed her hand back under the side of her head as she had propped herself up to look at him. “ Well.. I mean, yeah,” she said when he gave her the goofiest expression. “ Why, you don’t? I thought guys would like jump at the chance to go again,” she said before she made a slight face. “ I mean unless you can’t” she said , lifting her eyebrow as she looked over at him. “ You know the first time I played a chord successfully during our guitar lessons and I made you listen to it like fifty times until you got sick of it?” she asked before she smiled slowly, “ I mean I’m pretty much a perfectionist when I want to learn something.” she said before she sighed and laid back down completely, staring up at the ceiling again. “ Matt…” she asked, trying to sort through everything she was feeling on her end. “….Why do you think it was better?” she asked, rolling her head so she could look at him. He was the older, more mature, one after all. Surely he’d know why. And why would it be better with a girl who had no idea what she was doing? Did he feel what she thought she had felt, too? Was she just caught up in everything that was happening?
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